Taqoballalohu minna wa minkum. Syiamana wa syiamakum.

Minal aidzin wal faidzin.

Happy Eid Mubarak all πŸ˜„

Please forgive my mistakes, my stupid rambling, my terrible grammar, my weird thoughts.

Well actually yesterday was birthday 😊

No cake but i got this sweet treats.

So i will consider it as birthday treat lol


Today my baby sister sent a birthday video message.

And i got teary eyes while watching it.

Thank you! I will always feel grateful to you 😘

And talking about birth thing.

I just happened to know that my birth stone is Alexandrite. 

A unique stone. Alexandrite will reflect different colors depends on the light. 😘

I also found this from Pinterest.

Birth flower 🌹🌹🌹

My birth flower is Rose. 🌹

You can find yours too 😊

Altough a bit late but i wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰πŸŽˆ

I love you so! 

Let’s fight to become a better person πŸ˜‰

I won’t give up about my dream, my ultimate goal!

I won’t give up and i will fight hard!

Let’s continue surviving our own battle.

Happy birthday! 

PS. Yve updated her Instagram today.

She met U chan and having lunch πŸ˜™

They’re so beautiful! 

Good day all~


Photos sources : Yve Official Instagram+Pinterest


Happy Sunday πŸ˜™


This morning, Mama U shared lots of cute stories related to her son. 😍

It seems like her son is really caring.

When mama U wear a dress, he will say, ‘ Mama is cute’ 

When raining, ‘Mama, please be careful not to use the car, because it’s raining!’

Or  “Mommy, did you have tea?” 

Did you have an apron? 

Do not you forget it? 

U chan said her son grew up rapidly.

Another story is when her son wanna go down the stairs alone by himself. While paying attention to her son, U chan is the one who slid down the stairs lol

Her son is more cautious now, he said, ‘today, please be careful with the stairs, Mama’ πŸ˜†

Awwww he melted my heart! 

He’s so so so affectionate! 😍😍😍

I wanna hear more about him and his sister ☺

Oh it seems like, today is Father’s day in Japan.

U chan wrote that they will have sukiyaki this evening. She also bought sunflower ( sunflower is for Father’s day and carnation is for mother’s day) and cake.

Aww of course! We never forget the head of the family.

Happy father’s day Papa Tetsuya 😘🌻🌻🌻

Thank you so much Mama U! For sharing lovely stories 😘😘😘

Have a wonderful Sunday, Minna~

Photo Source : ameblo.jp/ayana-sakai/


Back to Back Part 1

Ayanature.jp has gone but i’m grateful that i keep some of screenshots when the site was still exist. πŸ™‚

These screenshots are from the very first Ayanature.jp site before the staff made another one.

From First collection to 12th collection 😘

So here we go, back to back episode 1 😊

First Collection ❀

Second Collection❀

Third Collection❀

Fourth Collection❀

Awww such a memories πŸ™‚

Cute dresses for the young bride heheh dunno but when i stared at the collection, i got the impression that those dresses are really suitable for young bride.

Well i think that’s because of the concept itself. Young and Cute. Also, Ayana was still in her 20 at that time (i don’t mean that her latest collection is somehow for the older one but i got the image that besides young and cute her design is also elevating into mature one)

What do you think? 😊

Then, good nightπŸ˜ͺ

Images Source : aya na ture.jp


Bye Aya na ture

I was shocked.

This morning when i checked the homepage.

Ayanature.jp is no longer exists. 😭

The page is gone now. Sobs

I immediately contacted my friend in Japan.

She was surprised too.

So i guess, it’s true that Aya na ture won’t have another new collection.

I’ve wrote here before that Bellclassic has removed all of Aya na ture’s photo collection from their website.

It seems like, perhaps, Ayana’s contract with Bellclassic is already ended and she will no longer designing wedding dress anymore 😒

Up till now, i haven’t read the official announcement about that. I wanna ask her via Nau but since she’s very busy with her children’s condition, i hesitate.

Maybe later. If she has free time. I would like to ask.

Even if she’s no longer designing wedding dress, i hope she’ll make a comeback through another project 😊

And now i’m confused.

Since the page is no longer exist, how do i put the credit for each dresses i posted here πŸ€”

Someone, please help me 😊

Thank you.

Enjoy your day πŸ™‚

Photo Credit : Bellclassic.jp via Pinterest


June Already!?

Seriously, June already!????

Where have i been all this time? Lol 

So finally, my phone just stopped working properly. Again, i lost my data including the latest photo when i was in Jogja *sobs*

Since they already gone so i guess i need to move on. 😜

I just realized that i’m not that blue and shocked when i lost my files for the second time. It’s just that i finally just accepted the fact that my old phone is no longer working. 

Old phone is gone and i got the new one *yeay* πŸ˜™πŸ˜™πŸ˜™

Okay, done with my rambling XD

Eh it’s been long time since the last i wrote here too, right.

I’ve been thinking to delete this blog but i still have a feeling that i’d like to return and write here about everything.


Hm, updates from kaa chan U after long long long time.

She said thank you for Ayanafurendo birthday message. She would like to reply the message but she can’t do that right now.

Actually, she’s been very hectic because her children are sick.

She wrote that her daughter has high fever,  40Β° and she vomit 7 times at midnight. 

She also remember the time when her daughter was hospitalized only a month after she was born. 

And today she also wrote that her son is also sick. Another high fever and another 40Β° 

Another round without too much sleep for her, i guess. But i’m sure, she will make it and go through that hectic period. πŸ™‚

A little happiness for her is someone who’s working at Starbucks who always cheer her up and also recently, she met Yve, they ate pancake together ❀

Yve shared that moment on her Instagram.

I feel relieved when i see that photo.

Ayana seems fine and her smile is really beautiful. πŸ™‚

I’m glad.

That’s it!

Good night all~

Photo Source and Credit : Yve Official Instagram